The Eye of Anubis: Book Eleven

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The Tomb of Menetnashte
August 29th, 761, 9:28 AM; Day 165 of the Menetnashte Expedition

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"Charles." Sarari caught him by the arm, before he left. "Dark magic is about this place, and I fear for you. Please be careful." The elven archer removed a stone that she had tucked into her armor. He caught the glitter of gold in the light of his magic torch, the gilded red half-heart glowing hotly as she placed it into his coat pocket. A moment of thought later, and she also handed him one of her blue-fletched arrows, the tip of it stained with blood. "It is the arrow that stuck Cavendish in the side," she told him. "I recovered it from where his illusion fell. Take it with you."

The others eyed the line of stones with some trepidation. Dieter took a few steps toward it, each one slower than the last. The mercenary eventually came to a dead halt, a great mental struggle taking place. However, it seemed that Dieter was not always as foolish as he seemed - caution won out over bravado, and he retreated from the line.

Harris, on the other hand, stepped up behind Andre, determination lining his face. He looked askance of none of you, instead directly facing the twin statues that stood before the entrance. "I have business in there," was all he said, walking forward with no sign of yielding. One look at his face and the others dropped all argument.

The air around you seemed to thicken as you approached, and you could feel the burning gaze of those black-headed guardians upon your skin. The eyes seemed to glow brighter for a moment, the heat intensifying to almost unbearable levels; then you were past, and your skin felt cold in the sudden dank of the temple entrance. Harris flexed his hands, his metal gauntlets grinding against themselves, but otherwise had no reaction to his immediate survival.

The second Charles' torch touched the blackness, it vanished.

It wasn't out. You could see, on occasion, flickers of the red flame dancing before they vanished once more. But the darkness remained swirling in front of you, blocking whatever lay ahead from sight. Your companions would fade and return to view as if you stood in a deep fog bank; it almost seemed as the darkness was a tangible thing, and you could see nothing beyond because the darkness was all there was to see. Tendrils of the thick, misty black reached out and swirled around you, as if to draw you deeper inside.

Vedarrak had watched the retreating expedition somewhat impassively. The Kommandant was now gone from your view, but you could hear his voice as you stared into the emptiness before you. "Please do not be too long in your survey. And if you find the eye, do your best to secure it. Things would be rather awkward for all of us if we return to the University without it, after all. I am sure you wish to avoid that unpleasantness as much as I," he said, rather amicably.

"And..." he added. "Good luck."

The blackness seemed to rush forward, enveloping you all in a cool rush of air. You could almost feel it, now, curling and twining itself about your skin. There was a sudden, piercing cold in your bones as the darkness pierced you through, crawling through your veins to fill your very soul with an unnatural chill. The world behind you vanished, the sight and sounds of your traveling companions swallowed up by the great void that lay within.

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A moment later, your eyes began to adjust.

You had been standing in the darkness for a few minutes before everyone had gathered, but only now did the outline of a room reveal itself to you. A drip was heard echoing throughout the chamber, and the humidity in the air began to sink into your bones. Behind you, Charles' torch illuminated a large pair of double doors, the only doors this room contained; they hung half open, though you had felt nothing before you when you had entered the tomb. Beyond it, the cavern opened up again, leading out to where your comrades waited.

The room before you had been ravaged by the rain. The reddish sandstone walls had been worn away in layers, the floor more so than the upper walls, which created a strange reverse-step effect that tapered to a point up above. It was impossible at this point to tell if the indentations on the walls had been carved by nature or by human hand. Flashes of color on the floor below were the only hint of the beauty that had once been; now they lay cracked or removed entirely, the pattern they had once formed obliterated by time. A few statues littered the room, armless, headless, missing toes or other chunks. Any sign of ownership that might have remained here had long since been destroyed by the relentless strength of water. All that remained intact was a long, shallow pool that stretched through the chamber, rippling as water dropped form the ceiling and onto its surface.

And yet... thick, verdant moss grew everywhere, the water trapped within it sparkling like diamonds in the torchlight. Creepers and vines climbed up the walls, twining in a still dance at the corners of the room. The chamber echoed with the music of the water all around. This place was ruined, and yet it was alive.

At the foot of the standing pool was a small inscription written in Akiri hieroglyphics - the only thing of meaning that had managed to survive here.

Ancient Akiri: The path you seek lies before you.

The pool itself had been made of highly polished black marble, ground so finely that it reflected the entire room like an obsidian mirror. Yet the reflection within was wrong, and you knew the stone was not to blame.

The room in the pool was crisp and untouched by the elements, formed of white stones that reminded you of bone. Beautifully carved elephant columns supported the roof, and the walls had been detailed in a thousand intricate mandalas, wondrous works that a man could stare at for years and still find something new each time. The doors, closed together so that you could see them clearly, were made of fine wood and ivory, each tusk bearing an entire story sculpted along its length. Black, multi-armed statues stood in place of the headless idols, each one so lifelike you could swear you saw them dancing. Thin, hooked chains swayed from the ceiling, holding glowing lamps aloft in a dazzling spiral of light. The chamber was spotless. No plant or animal intruded within.

Although many looked into the pool, only one stood reflected, all the others distorted beyond recognition: this, too, was altered. The figure in the pool was bare-chested, save for a thin necklace of human teeth around his neck. His dhoti were stained black and red, whatever color they might have been before completely covered by smears of old blood. In his hand, he gripped a knife. His eyes seemed less gold than bile yellow, which stared up at his counterpart with a pleased expression. The reflection grinned, revealing pointed, filed teeth.

"Welcome," the Tulpa said.
"No, but evil is still being — Is having reason — Being reasonable! Mousie understands? Is always being reason. Is punishing world for not being... Like in head. Is always reason. World should be different, is reason."
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It's...beautiful, in a twisted sort of way. Tomas lets out a sigh, wondering how this arid land produced enough of a population to warrant all of this. And then, the pool-a pool of clear blue water!

Maybe that's how, Tomas thinks. Mankind developed by making deals with devils and wicked spirits. That grim thought makes Tomas scowl, deeply, as he looks around to make sure that Devereaux is still here, and draws Ivorsen.

"Hi." Tomas greets the mysterious apparition in the water, "Don't mind me. I'm just checking the balance on this thing. I'm worried I may have thrown it off the last time I cut a creature of elemental evil in half. You know how it is, ja?"
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Almost casually, Lia steps between Kuzan and his dire reflection. "Berate me for presumption later, please," she murmurs to the Rajian priest behind her, sounding almost absent-minded.

"So," she says directly to the tulpa. "We meet face to face and speak to one another directly at last. I had seen glimpses of you in my comrade, but we have never ... spoken. What is it you want, exactly? Are you to be the guardian of the way into the depths?"
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Charles wrote:Fetching out the torch, Charles crosses the indicated boundary with considerable insouciance. "Right...we've got the sending stones, yes?" he asks Kuzan. "So we can communicate with those who remain out here?"
Kuzan glanced at Carter, then at Dieter out of the corner of his eye and nodded. "Gods willing," he said, "As long as nothing blocks the message."

He watched his Lamordian friend. "Looks like we're moving on without you this time, buddy," he said after Dieter failed to step over the threshold, "See you when we get back."

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As the thick blackness faded into, well, more normal blackness, Kuzan took out a pair of lanterns and held them out to whoever wanted them. (One bullseye and one hooded lantern, both enchanted with continual flame. Kuzan has darkvision so he doesn't need them but if someone wants to use one, by all means claim it.)

The priest almost felt at home in the cave's humidity. If the temperature was a bit warmer, he'd have the sensation of being in an underground jungle. But apparently finding a little piece of home so far from home was too tall an order to ask.

Until the many-armed statues and the Tulpa appeared.

Kuzan drew in a slow, quiet breath to stabilize himself. Privately facing your own inner demon could be difficult, but publicly confronting it put Kuzan on edge. Worse, the tulpa would know that.

The priest put a hand on Tomas's shoulder and gently shook his head. "You can't scare him with death threats," he murmured, "He does not fear death. If he dies, he knows Kali will just remake him. Possibly as a god."

Then, Kuzan turned to fully face the tulpa. He met his twin's gaze and swallowed. "So," the priest said, "This is where you've been since Kamarn-Quse? Or have you just been sleeping. I expected you to come berate me in Muhar when matters looked tense."
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Otto nods and accepts the hooded lantern, affixing it to the harness across his chest. Best to be prepared, after all.

And then...
Kaitou Kage wrote:"He does not fear death. If he dies, he knows Kali will just remake him. Possibly as a god."
The gunsmith nods, stiffly, keeping his gaze firmly on the apparition in the pool and his right hand hovering over his holster. Spoke in a low voice. "This may be a true thing, yes--but if Tomas' message is that you can be ensured of backing-up from us, then it is a pertinent point: and he would be correct."

Otto fell silent--never taking the tulpa out of his sights.
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Charles takes the half-heart and arrow from Sarari, gazing into her eyes, then bows deeply, turns and walks into the mouth of the tomb. In a reversal of their usual roles, it is he who is silent.
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Charles is impressed by the magic pool--who wouldn't be, even after all that's happened? His own guess is that this is only the first of several apparitions--spiritual tests for each and all! He taps the coat pocket with its )now reunited) heart of stone for comfort at the thought. If that's what it is, he has a notion of what to expect for himself. It's not a cheering thought, but...one faces what one must.

And perhaps Kuzan's ancestry and origin make this encounter unique? It will all be revealed in the sequel, surely. Charles divides his attention between the conversation between the priest and his tulpa and the surroundings--it wouldn't do to be taken unaware!
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The Tomb of Menetnashte
August 29th, 761, 9:30 AM; Day 165 of the Menetnashte Expedition

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DocBeard wrote:"Hi." Tomas greets the mysterious apparition in the water, "Don't mind me. I'm just checking the balance on this thing. I'm worried I may have thrown it off the last time I cut a creature of elemental evil in half. You know how it is, ja?"
"A sword may cut through water, but it cannot destroy it," The Tulpa said. "A man who is frightened of his own reflection shall strike at it, and find it unbroken. Only by harming what casts that reflection can the reflection itself be harmed. Would you strike Kuzan down to strike me, Tomas?" The Tulpa narrowed its eyes threateningly, as if daring Tomas to even think about it, but otherwise made no action. It did not seem to expect the swordsman to consider the idea as a viable option.

"Besides, you don't want your sword to get wet or chipped or anything," the Tulpa offered, helpfully.
Rock wrote:"So," she says directly to the tulpa. "We meet face to face and speak to one another directly at last. I had seen glimpses of you in my comrade, but we have never ... spoken. What is it you want, exactly? Are you to be the guardian of the way into the depths?"
Kaitou Kage wrote:"So," the priest said, "This is where you've been since Kamarn-Quse? Or have you just been sleeping."
"You speak of me as if I was Cavendish," the Tulpa said with a face, as if even speaking the necromancer's name left an awful taste in his mouth. "I don't scamper off to drop obstacles in your way, living for nothing more than to annoy you. I want the same things you want - to destroy Cavendish and the demon Beherith. You speak of me as if I am separate creature, as if I could spring forth to block your path. I cannot. I am Kuzan, he is me. I am here because Kuzan is here."

The tulpa gestured behind him, to the ivory-inlaid temple door. "Your path lies before you, unguarded, Kuzan. All you need do is open the way."
Kaitou Kage wrote:"I expected you to come berate me in Muhar when matters looked tense."
The tulpa sighed at that. "That is because you still don't understand me. I only want you to understand. I felt that events in Muhar spoke for themselves."

"Kuzan, is it me you reject, or the name of my god?" the Tulpa asked. "You fear and hate destruction, as most people do. But what is it you are seeking here, in this tomb? What is it you have sought on this entire expedition? The destruction of evil. An end to Beherith. An end to all the suffering that demon has caused, stretching out for over a thousand years... evil that claimed your family, your past, and your name. And now seeks to claim your future, and the future of all your friends. Let it all end, here and now."

"And what of Cavendish?" the Tulpa continued. "Do you really think he was satisfied with just physical torture? Do you think the only marks he left were those red eyes? Don't you wonder what it was he ordered Carter to do? How long will it be before he starts taking us seriously, and doesn't keep his hostages alive to toy with them? How long before he snares Dieter in his nets, and wonders what it takes to make him break...?"

"You want him dead," the tulpa hissed harshly. "More than anything, you want him dead. And yet you dare not ask the one who can make it so. Why would you reject something with one breath and secretly pray for it in the next?"
"No, but evil is still being — Is having reason — Being reasonable! Mousie understands? Is always being reason. Is punishing world for not being... Like in head. Is always reason. World should be different, is reason."
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"Why would Kuzan need to turn from his chosen path and adopt yours, simply for the promise of power enough to kill an enemy -- especially if that power would then not be wielded by himself, but by the Black Mother?" Lia asks, her voice turning dark.

"If one determines a man must die, one should always endeavor to be the one who commits the act of slaying that man. If not, if one works through proxies or patrons and thus shirks the responsibility, one invites spiritual corruption above and beyond the taint of murder. The value of life dwindles and dims in the eyes of one who is capable or ordering murder at a distance, until its worth is gone forever -- and what is left is not a proper man, but something worse than a spider, sitting in a web.

In addition, I should like to mention that it is a cheap game you play, attempting to turn Kuzan to your way of thinking and acting, by invoking his bonds of friendship and responsibility and stressing the threat to their recipients. Such trickery does not make you appear trustworthy at all, sirrah."
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Kaitou Kage wrote:Kuzan took out a pair of lanterns and held them out to whoever wanted them.
Sascha takes the second lantern with a grateful nod, floundering about in the dark was not the Knights favourite pastime.

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Like Tomas, Sascha has his sword in hand as the demonic reflection appears, although the revelation that it would mean harmign Kuzan to hurt the damn thign causes him to lower the point to the ground.

"It would seem once again it is our own demons that torment us " he sighs as he watches the scenario unfold, silently hoping his own demons wreent lurking beyond the light of the lantern.
"Your path lies before you, unguarded, Kuzan. All you need do is open the way."
"And this is the only path avialble to us?" Unable to hold his tongue Sascha finally asks the question, gazing with less than friendly eyes at the Tulpa.
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The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars
Did wander darkling in the eternal space..."
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Tomas does not answer-he does not confirm or deny what he might be capable of if he truly felt that the tulpa had to die. But his electric blue eyes do not waver, there is no shimmer of doubt. If Tomas had a religion, the look might be called 'fanatical'.

Then, he looks at Kuzan, shrugging. "Look. I...I think, honestly, that if he were as fundamental a part of you as he claimed, the tulpa would not need to speak so often, or so well. The nature of his argument undermines it; nature does not need to convince anyone of anything, it simply is."

"But," Tomas nods a little, "He's your albatross, mich freund. I'm here if you are needing the 'back up'."
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Andre let out a bit of a sigh. "This is some sort of metaphorical test isn't it. Accepting one's own darker nature. Despising demons or not, Kali is still not exactly the sort of divinity one would have over for afternoon tea and cake. In accepting you, there would be a short term gain yes, but in the end wouldn't it become nullified by becoming something no better than what you fight?"

Andre tried desperately to not feel like too much of a raging hypocrite.

"The fiend calls for human sacrifice. So does Kali, and from what I recall, with a great deal more frequency though I may be wrong there. I'd personally be more willing to trust you if you came in Shiva's name." Andre then shrugged "then again, you're not a manifestation of my inner conflict. Whom I probably will be having words with at some point, knowing things.."
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Kuzan swayed unsteadily just a bit. He put a hand to his forehead and squeezed his eyes shut and then took a few deep breaths.

"You are right," the priest finally said, looking down at the tulpa. "I want him dead. Every time I hear his voice, every time I see the mark of his passage, I want nothing more than to utterly destroy him." His voice took on a fervent, almost fanatical tone. "I want him severed from the cycle, cast into the Hells, tortured, tormented, forever punished for the sins he commits against the gods, the Eternal Cycle, and the Black Mother. I want to see fear in his eyes before I kill him. I want him to suffer for what he's done to my friends and to countless innocents on his bloody path."

Kuzan paused and took a deep breath.

"You are me, and I accept that now. You are a part of me, a part that I wish wasn't in me. But you are me all the same and I cannot deny that. We all have our inner demons, and for some reason mine is more manifest than others. There have been times when I wish I could give in to you. But I haven't because in the end, I'm not willing to pay your price.

"Kali is not the last or the only answer. I think past events speak for themselves. Look at what we have accomplished without you. We have defeated Marchosias and Ronoph. Night-Terror and the fey of Kermanshah. Cevdet Tarik. We have not killed Cavendish but we have driven him off. And one day, he will get his due.

"You are me, but I do not need you. I can't deny you dwell within me but I can deny your path. I can close that door. I do not need to find strength in my inner demons. I find strength elsewhere, and though we seek to destroy, I do not need the Black Mother to accomplish what we set out to do."

The priest walked over and put a hand on Lia's shoulder. "Let me do this," he quirked his mouth into a smile. "Unless you're keen on bringing back our old fights."
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"As you wish," Lia acquiesces, stepping out of Kuzan's way. "But" -- briefly, her wings unfurl -- "remember we are all here for you if you need us."
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The Tomb of Menetnashte
August 29th, 761, 9:37 AM; Day 165 of the Menetnashte Expedition

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lostboy wrote:"And this is the only path avialble to us?"
"I know of none other, save the one that lies behind you," the Tulpa said, sincerely.
DocBeard wrote: Then, he looks at Kuzan, shrugging. "Look. I...I think, honestly, that if he were as fundamental a part of you as he claimed, the tulpa would not need to speak so often, or so well. The nature of his argument undermines it; nature does not need to convince anyone of anything, it simply is."
"You're wrong," the Tulpa disagreed, his eyes blazing with his own fanatical light. "It is our choices that make us what we are, not nature. We are the same, but for a choice we made. And that is what makes all the difference. To deny the essential argument between what should and should not, what must be and what must not, is to deny your own free will."

Devereux started to say something, but then closed his mouth and thought on it a bit more before speaking. "He might not be afraid of death, but I think... he's afraid of doubt. Pick your battles carefully, Tomas. Kuzan is strong-willed, and that means he is too."
Kaitou Kage wrote: "You are me, but I do not need you. I can't deny you dwell within me but I can deny your path. I can close that door. I do not need to find strength in my inner demons. I find strength elsewhere, and though we seek to destroy, I do not need the Black Mother to accomplish what we set out to do."
The tulpa smiled up at Kuzan with his perfect, unmarked teeth, seemingly unfazed. Harris sighed.

"If only it was so easy to swear off your darker side," the guard captain said.
Kaitou Kage wrote:The priest walked over and put a hand on Lia's shoulder. "Let me do this," he quirked his mouth into a smile. "Unless you're keen on bringing back our old fights."
Too little, too late.

The tulpa rolled its eyes at Lia, his face twisting into an expression of disgusted exasperation. "And what do you think a priest does? Do you think we're just magicians who happen to go to church more often? Our powers are a divine gift from our gods. Everything we do comes from another power, and we give thanks for it. But you despise the idea of anyone getting anything good from anyone else, because no one ever gave you anything as a child and now you just can't get over it. Why don't you just call Andre the fat, soulless spider and be done with it? Oh, no. When he sells his soul to a blood-goddess it's an honorable act of sacrifice. Or maybe you just don't have the courage to say it to his face."

"It's okay for you to burn an entire village with magic beyond their comprehension, but you just can accept the thought of a god being involved," the tulpa hissed. "You can't understand what it is to give veneration to something higher than you because you can't admit it exists. You can't understand what it is to give respect to anyone. Everyone has to listen to whatever Lia says, and if they don't admit she's right, she just keeps talking."

"And Lia doesn't believe I can feel honest friendship," the Tulpa raved on, snarling at her. "Lia thinks I'm using it as a trick. Because you don't trust anything. You had a crummy childhood, and now you can't accept anything good that comes your way because your so hung up on it. And we hear about it every time you do something stupid or cruel. Never mind that other people have suffered, they didn't suffer as much as you. Never mind that other people overcame it all, they didn't have as much to overcome. Never mind people were willing to accept you, you just flung it back in their face and cried about it when they left you alone. Well now people don't trust you, Lia, and you can't blame your father for that. It's because you're stuck up, arrogant, and self-righteous, and you can't ever shut up!"

It was ugly to watch. Harris folded his arms, his expression growing grimmer and grimmer as he listened to the tulpa rave on. But the priest's reflection was too busy ranting at Lia to argue with anyone else.

"She can take it, at least," Edmund whispered in Kuzan's ear. "If he's anything like you, he'll start ignoring her in a bit. But he seems off balance now. We should use that to our advantage, whatever our course of action is."
"No, but evil is still being — Is having reason — Being reasonable! Mousie understands? Is always being reason. Is punishing world for not being... Like in head. Is always reason. World should be different, is reason."
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Lia's eyes narrow behind her mask ... and she sings:

"Saw a man outside my window, he carried a light.
'Come step out and join me on my way, for my way is right!
My lamp lights the way, so let us go!
The darkness is deep, the night it lasts long.
But step in my light, and you won't go wrong.'

His lamp is a skull, so I hear him not,
a man who would bring fire where once there was thought.
I am in my own fire, my house is no home,
I know I'm in the darkness, fear 'tis where I belong.
But do free admit that at times, I've been wrong.

Saw a man outside my window, he said, "This lamp is a gift!
No need to hide inside, call cowardice thrift.
You should step out here with me, it will be given to you, too.
Why hide inside with your doubt and your worry,
when you can walk my path and be free of past's fury?"

His lamp is a skull, so I heed him not,
a man who does not betray the price he was taught
is fine to pay, fine to loose.
I know I'm in darkness, fear 'tis where I belong.
But do free admit that at times, I've been wrong.

Step not through my door, inside's no place to be.
You want to walk your skull-path, the choice to you's free.
I'll be wrapped in my chains in my house, I forged them, true.
See me wrap them tight, see me not escape myself.
Mock me, deride me, chide me as I sink into the gulf.

Your lamp is a skull, you're no better than I.
You'd sacrifice lives, while I'd let them fly.
Destruction our gift, murder our fee.
You're on the take, little man, your hand is a tool.
At least when
I kill, I'm just my own fool.

You dwell in the land of the gods, they shield you from the rain.
I dwell in the house of magic, madness, I am twisted by my own pain.
I'm broken I'm wrong, I struggle, do not deny it.
Your lamp is a skull, nothing you offer is free.
My darkness is my own, so I can just let you be."

Your lamp is a skull, you're no better than I.
See men of worthier gods, as they pass me by.
Your lamp is a skull, my darkness is my own.
We each walk our path, we are each outcast, alone.
Your lamp is a skull, we are both broken.
My darkness is my own, and I have spoken.
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The wizard eyes the tulpa with disgust. "I may be just as twisted as you say I am -- but I do not think of gifts being inherently bad. What I despise are 'gifts at a price'. Those are not gifts, that is just trading. I did not approve of Andre's bargain with the Lorelei" -- Lia looks apologetically at professor Therous before turning back to the tulpa -- "because in my eyes, it is a bond that was forged out of duress. Likewise, if Kuzan now turns to Kali, it will be because you harangued him, twisted his feelings against him, pressured him.

That is not a gift, that is a sales talk that has been successful. Kali was not the one to extend the hand of friendship to Kuzan, that was his own deity. Kali only entered the scene because you were somehow born. Kuzan already made his bargain with the divine, and I assume it is a bargain he could live with. But the Black Mother demands a very different price for her 'gifts', does she not? You are right, I have trouble trusting, trouble accepting. But at least that allows me to see what you are: you are not here as a friend, you are here as a merchant. "Sell yout soul and your morals now for great power." Pathetic.

You have no idea what I believe in, you twisted mirror image. Even if you are correct in that I am unlikeable and ... insane, that does not change the fact that you do not know me all that well. As for my never shutting up? True. I don't. And I won't. Those who do not speak are not heard."
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